Wednesday, March 10, 2010

It's Official...I Am A Horrible Blogger!!!

I've been a total slacker when it comes to keeping up on my posts. I'd like to make it a goal to post more often, but to be honest, I don't think I actually will;)

On February 14th, we celebrated Maddex's 3rd birthday. This being a day I'll NEVER forget, I just want to tell the story. I'll shorten it....On the morning of Feb. 13th, 2007, one week before my due date, I began having contractions. It got my hopes up, I thought for sure THIS would be the day. As the day went on, the contractions became irregular, more spaced out, and eventually disapeared all together by evening. Disapointed and pessimistic, I sent Brandon to work(Graveyard shift) Assuring him over and over that I wouldn't go into labor. My mother, however, was not convinced. She insisted on staying over at our house, just in case, because she just "knew" I would go into labor in the night. So she bedded down on our livingroom couch. Andy(only a year old) fell to sleep quickly, as did I. At about 11:30, I awoke with some contractions, but forced myself back to sleep, telling myself that it was just braxton hicks. At 12:30, I awoke again and couldn't quite force myself back to sleep. I woke my mom up, told her it might just be gas pains, and that I would wait before calling a doctor, calling up to the mine to have Brandon sent home, etc. By 1:30 My contractions were only about ONE MINTUTE APART. My dad got off swing shift and made it over to my house about 2:00, after taking an Ambien(sleeping pill)My doctor was in Orem, and orem was to be the hospital where i would deliver. My mom stayed at our house with Andy, while my sleepy father drove me up to the hospital. I called up to the mine & had them deliver the message to Brandon. My contractions were a minute to only 30 seconds apart the whole ride up!! On the freeway, I had the horrible feeling to "bear down"! Oh for the love of Lyza, I feared if I stood up to get out of the truck, the baby might come out right then and there! Nurses got me settled in my room, checked how far dilated I was and I was dilated to a SIX! They gave me my epidural, which slowed down my contractions and the whole labor proccess a lot, so Brandon was able to make it for the birth. Maddex was born at 9:43a.m., valentines day, face up instead of face down. 7 lbs. 3 oz. 20 inches long. Black hair, dark eyes, and absolutly beautiful. The best valentines gift I could have ever recieved. Maddex, we LOVE you so much! You weren't planned. I cried when I got that positive pregnancy test, and sadly, they weren't tears of joy. But our heavenly father knew better. He knew we needed you, right then. He knew your brother needed you, and now I thank my lucky stars for our little unplanned "mistake". I wouldn't have it any other way.



Maddex LOVES Mickey Mouse. He insisted on a Mickey party. And what Maddex wan'ts, he gets! The flash on my camera wouldn't work for his party! GRRR! So this is the only pic I got of his Mickey party, and it's so dark.





My handsome valentines boy.



The Mickey Mouse cake I made for him, which he still talks about every day.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Catching up...Christmas '09






So I've been slacking big time in the blogging department. So here are a few new posts. I've kept them short 'n sweet. We had a wonderful Christmas(considering the boys tipped over our christmas tree. Twice.). The boys were so fun this year, now that they're older.

Some very random pics of my boys.......





Andy is full of it. Enough said.

Sledding










Me, Brandon, Dev & Amy took the kids sledding a couple weeks ago. Very fun!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

A little copying & pasting!!

Some of you may or may not know my sister in law Amy. She's married to my brother Devin. She has an exraordinary talent. Writing. Putting her thoughts and feeling into words, beautifully on paper. Something I've Always struggled with, expressing my feelings, Pulling words from the jumbled mess in my mind, and having it in order & actually make sense.. If you're one that enjoys delightful, funny, heartfelt posts, I encourage you to visit her blog. It will keep you thoroghly entertained! She recently posted and I love what she wrote. It's truely how I feel too, and I'm sure how mos parents feel. So I just have to copy & post it on my blog to share with you. I just love it! Hope you don't mind, Amy!


All Worthwhile

I thought I knew what happiness was supposed to be; a sandy beach-front cabin, coconut drinks, no tan lines. A hefty savings account, an immaculate house surrounded by acres of perfectly manicured lawn. Vacations in Europe, walking sandal-footed across ancient cobblestone pathways in Tuscany, quietly absorbing a sinking sun while holding my sweetheart's hand. Maybe a cruise or three while we bask in the glow of our responsibility-free existence...
Then my first child arrived and I looked into her infant face and saw what was to be the remainder of my life...my new happiness; being a mother.
By the time my son came along, I had already realized the silly list of things that were supposed
to be the most happy in some one's life didn't hold a match light to the moments I had experienced or was bound to experience with my children.
Its the little things.
The big things.
The things that don't matter to anyone else.
The things that you will forever kick yourself for.
The things you don't ever want to forget.
Most often, it is just...things. Flickers of life that tattoo a part of your being into the eternities.
I know I'm never going to remember everything. I curse the human capacity to retain large amounts of information, especially when bits and pieces of my children's lives flit in and out of retention all day long.
Savanna said this...
Dakson did that...
Before long they'll be fiercely independent and I'll long for the days when my worst frustration was getting Daks to hold still long enough to get him diapered.
Its all just a series of moments, I suppose. Remembering what we can and enjoying what we're given.
I may not be in New Zealand free-falling with a parachute, but I know the feeling. I feel it a little more everyday as my babies grow into children and that gust of life hits me in the face with every sunrise.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Andy turns FOUR!!!










Andy turns 4 today!! I can't believe how fast the time has gone! We had a little party for him last night & he was SPOILED!! Grandma & Grandpa Shepherd gave him a BYU uniform, complete with pads and helmet. Grandma & grandpa Bailey gave him new camo for hunting. He looks SO dang cute in them!!! Brandon & I gave him a new bike. And everyone else gave him cute stuff & spoiled him!! Thanks to everyone for coming & supporting our little guy!

And last, but certainly not least, Maddex is potty trained.(well, sort of) We made him a "potty chart" which works really well. Every time he went potty he got to put a sticker on the chart. He filled it up completely, so he got a surprise! The downfall: he will only go #1 in the potty and NOT # 2. Any suggestions on how to get him to go #2 ??? I would appreciate some advice!!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

IT"S A........

BOY!!!!!!!!

Ok, no surprise there. We found out yesterday that we are indeed having another boy, as I had suspected. This pregnancy has been just like my previous ones. Horrible sickness & vomiting( who says "you don't experience morning sickness with boys"???!!!). Same food adversions and cravings.
As soon as the ultrasound tech pulled up the side view image of our little one, I spotted a little something sticking up! I said "It's a boy", and she said " you've seen this before, havent you!" Yes, I've seen it before!
We are so grateful for this opportunity heavenly father has given us, by sending us another sweet little spirit. Our house will be even more wild and crazy(if that is possible) and we are deffinately in for an adventure!
Anywho, we can't wait to meet him & see what he looks like! At least we know that we make em' cute!